my thoughts..

it is my 2 months into the new job.. initial stage was pretty tough.. coz i miss my ex-company too much. then after, i began to enjoy because it is marketing.. get to design brochures, do pos materials.. its fun loh..

then after, i began to slowly start disliking this job.. why? one: because i have to work for 2 bosses.. though they are on close terms but still very grey alot of matters.. haiz..

two: super indecisive female boss.. she wants this and wants another.. being scolded by the designer a few times because of her indecisiveness.. sighz.. there are times she is nice too.. but when she is in a foul mood.. u kena shoot..

three: reach home rather late.. have to take bus and change and change.. so tiring.. i fell asleep by 12am everyday.. and i dread sundays night.. because i have serious monday blues with a capital B..

four: i have very "concerned" colleagues.. they can ask me casual questions but in the end, is to make use of that against me.. for instance, i merely told my colleague that i am getting married soon.. then she began to start spreading and say something and that im getting married soon..

five: i am not really happy there because i cant bake.. simply because i reach home so late everyday that i am simply too tired to hold the whisks.. no freedom of speech.. have to watch what i speak weary that they might use it against me..

dear dear also noted my unhappiness.. its no wonder y i was so happy to meet up with kendy, zh and yt.. i miss the times we discuss about the bakes.. though kendy is quite selective and most of the time discouraging but still i miss the times we discuss about what to bake, how to bake etc..

well, though i sorta regretted but kendy said at least i tried and know is not suitable..

i told dear dear i have phobia doing marketing now. always such tight deadlines.. i tink i also will grow old faster.. i know im well-known for not staying in a job for long.. but sometimes it is really the environment.. not me.. im innocent! hah..

tomorrow is thursday.. so looking forward to friday...

dear dear shall we go hortpark for a stroll? i so feel like going there. i think it would be so nice..