if i wander off too far.. what would take me home?

BLUES
been feeling rather blue lately.. thanks for noticing it.. for checking on my blog.. been wanting to blog.. but do not know where to start and how to start.. i lost touch with my blog!

MY THOUGHTS:
been immersing myself with reno forums looking at how people done up their houses.. wedding stuff has came to a pause.. finalising the design for the house is more important.. but im simply so stressed.. initially i thought was with work.. with the workload + D&D commitee to handle.. time for me to complete my tasks become lesser.. even my period was late..

MY RANTLINGS:
actually i have no complains for being part of the commitee for i think it is really fun & my sort of 1st time experiencing it.. previous companies do not have D&D except for jj but back then it clashes with my last lecture date so i had to give it a miss.. but the day for D&D is the day for my guo da li.. with the house renovations to cope, guo da li, wedding and work.. and now my convocation coming in october.. i seriously wonder how im going to cope.. i definitely need His Strengths to go on..

MY CONVOCATION:
now im only looking forward to my convocation.. something that im proud of.. finally! after struggling for 2.5years in unisim.. juggling between working and studying part-time is not the most stressful throughout my uni days.. it was also the financial concerns, coping with all the assignments and then exams.. it just keeps coming.. finally i can get to truly wear the square hat.. hee.. now my next inline would be enrolling into a baking school to get myself exposed to all the different types of baking and making sweets and finally cooking.. it is a different form of art which i always believe will make me happy.. especially if the end product is successful.. hee..

MY WEDDING:
i was pretty upset when someone close told me to engage a wedding planner to do my wedding so that i will not get so stressed up.. i had since gotten over it.. actually most of my stuff is done, just have to get the actual day schedule and things confirmed and the big headache which everyone mentioned, the dinner seating arrangement and the attendance.. so been procastinating it.. as it was still early to get everyone's confirmation now.. already some are saying they are going on holiday etc.. so have to wait till october till november to send out the cards..

MY NEW HOUSE:
Dear and I were pretty upset.. with the little things we are doing yet still a substantial amount.. still waiting for good quotes from contractors.. thanks to my aunt who spent most of her time, thinking and designing our house for us according to our preference, arranging for us to meet contractors to get the best quotations..

Thanks to my parents for being so supportive, to my mum for blessing us with a 32" LCD TV for our room.. Co-sponsor our system 3 aircon... & my aunt and grandma who bought me a built in oven.. so touched to see everyone so supportive and gave me more strength.. i will make good use of the oven after marriage.. and source for good recipes to bake and roast stuff.. hee.. await my new year count down invitation party at my new place!

Dear, i hope we can assume our roles and responsibilities in the new house and wedding plans.. & that we can have a smooth sailing house reno and prepare for the wedding together..