im upset..

i found out a great truth about myself.. it hurts, it definitely does.. but its good to know..

my colleague cum good friend of many years told me i have changed.. i too, acknowledged that! gosh!!! become less patient, petty and has an attitude.. i was shocked to hear that.. that's just not me..

that goody step, where has it gone to.. that innocent me? those sweet sincere smiles.. i lose them.. lost it..

good habits die away.. old habits remain..

my love ones, please help me to find back the innocent sweet step can? i want it back so badly..